Life is still mellow. No writing, but lots of reading. I'm going to finish And Then There Were None tonight. It's a great story, and a fabulous mystery written with nigh-flawless technique, but it's uncomfortable and jarring to read about characters thinking about "niggers in the woodpile." I know it was a common saying of the time, but damn.

Still no word on my new wheelchair. I'm trying not to dwell on it, lest I have a complete apoplectic meltdown, but frustration is too kind a word. I'm going to call the bean counter again tomorrow, and if I don't like the answer, I'm telling them to cancel the goddamn order, and I'll get my chair elsewhere. If people want to know why disability takes such a psychological toll, this is one of the reasons why. Even when you are following the rules and being a good little gimp and doing everything right, it is still mind-bogglingly difficult to get your basic needs met. The inaccessible buildings and troglodytic munchkins who gleefully call you a retard suck, but it's utterly demoralizing when even that infinitesimal niche of society meant to serve and fulfill your needs just doesn't give a damn.

Dear Rammstein,

Please to be sending me the wheelchair Flake used in "Keine Lust." At this rate, it would get here faster.

Love,

Guera


Rumor has it that Joe Letz won't be the drummer on the new Emigrate record. Could it be that the epic bromance between him and Richard has finally cooled? I'm sure it's just a schedule conflict with his professional obligations to Combichrist, and I'm not such an ogre as to wish Richard personal hurt, but I'd be lying if I said I wasn't inordinately pleased at the prospect of never having to endure Letz' dubstep, techno blattings at a Rammstein gig ever again.
Title: Die Sprache der Blinden 17b/?

Author: [livejournal.com profile] laguera25

Fandom: Rammstein

Rating FRM

Pairing: Richard Kruspe/OFC

Disclaimer: Richard Z. Kruspe is a real person, with family and friends who love him. I am not one of them. I do not know him. This is a work of complete fiction, and should be read as such. No defamation is intended. For entertainment only.


Part I Part IIa Part IIb Part III Part IVa Part IVb Part V Part VIa Part VIb Part VIIa Part VIIb Part VIII Part IX Part Xa Part Xb Part XIa Part XIb Part XIIa Part XIIb Part XIIIa Part XIIIb Part XIV Part XVa Part XVb Part XVIa Part XVIb Part XVIIa



Die Sprache der Blinden, Part XVIIb )
Title: Die Sprache der Blinden 17a/?

Author: [livejournal.com profile] laguera25

Fandom: Rammstein

Rating FRM

Pairing: Richard Kruspe/OFC

Disclaimer: Richard Z. Kruspe is a real person, with family and friends who love him. I am not one of them. I do not know him. This is a work of complete fiction, and should be read as such. No defamation is intended. For entertainment only.


Part I Part IIa Part IIb Part III Part IVa Part IVb Part V Part VIa Part VIb Part VIIa Part VIIb Part VIII Part IX Part Xa Part Xb Part XIa Part XIb Part XIIa Part XIIb Part XIIIa Part XIIIb Part XIV Part XVa Part XVb Part XVIa Part XVIb


Die Sprache der Blinden, Part XVIIa )

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Title: A Little Night Magic

Author: [livejournal.com profile] laguera25

Fandom: Rammstein

Rating: R/FRM

Pairing: Richard Kruspe/OFC

Word count: 11,215

Disclaimer: Richard Z. Kruspe is a real person, with family and friends who love him. I am not one of them, and the events depicted herein are entirely fictional. No defamation or infringement is intended, and no profit is being made. For entertainment only.

A/N: This is a companion piece to Die Sprache der Blinden, written from Calliope's point of view. There might be more of these, but there are no guarantees, and even if there are, each can be read independently of the others.


A Little Night Magic 1/1 )
laguera25: Dug from UP! (Default)
( Jul. 24th, 2011 12:20 am)
I'm trundling along on my still-untitled Calliope interstitial. Titles usually present themselves in the writing, but there are rare occasions when nothing presents itself and I have to pull a title out of my ass shortly before posting. These titles, by the by, often suck, but few things are lazier than a fic sent out into the world bereft of a name, that simplest and most potent of identifiers. So I'll think of something before the end, even if it's "The Midnight Dust Bunnies of an Irish-Catholic Bookworm."


According to the FyeahRammstein Tumblr and the Emigrate Facebook page, Emigrate endures, a scrap of news that pleases me mightily. Richard might not be Jimi Hendrix in terms of melodic complexity, and maybe he sounds like Billy Corgan swallowed an electric shaver, and yes, many of his lyrics are, well, clumsy, but his riffs and hooks are amazing, and it's a fun album to have on while you're pottering around the house, and "Resolution" and "Blood" just flat make me want to shake my asymmetrical ass. It's clear from the finished product that he relishes being in complete control of the creative process, and if it keeps him happy and produces good music, then I'm all for more. I can't wait to hear the new material and see if and how his songwriting has changed and improved. And if he one day mounts a club tour and plays in bars and assorted techno dryhump deathtraps, then I'll gladly pay the cover to sit in a drying beer puddle next to the reeking cesspit of a bathroom to watch him. It might not be the pageantry and grand, beautiful, operatic spectacle of Rammstein, but I suspect it would be raw and utterly balls-out. And if I managed to carve a seam in the shifting wall of asses and elbows, I would not hesitate to leer.
laguera25: Dug from UP! (Default)
( Jul. 24th, 2011 12:20 am)
I'm trundling along on my still-untitled Calliope interstitial. Titles usually present themselves in the writing, but there are rare occasions when nothing presents itself and I have to pull a title out of my ass shortly before posting. These titles, by the by, often suck, but few things are lazier than a fic sent out into the world bereft of a name, that simplest and most potent of identifiers. So I'll think of something before the end, even if it's "The Midnight Dust Bunnies of an Irish-Catholic Bookworm."


According to the FyeahRammstein Tumblr and the Emigrate Facebook page, Emigrate endures, a scrap of news that pleases me mightily. Richard might not be Jimi Hendrix in terms of melodic complexity, and maybe he sounds like Billy Corgan swallowed an electric shaver, and yes, many of his lyrics are, well, clumsy, but his riffs and hooks are amazing, and it's a fun album to have on while you're pottering around the house, and "Resolution" and "Blood" just flat make me want to shake my asymmetrical ass. It's clear from the finished product that he relishes being in complete control of the creative process, and if it keeps him happy and produces good music, then I'm all for more. I can't wait to hear the new material and see if and how his songwriting has changed and improved. And if he one day mounts a club tour and plays in bars and assorted techno dryhump deathtraps, then I'll gladly pay the cover to sit in a drying beer puddle next to the reeking cesspit of a bathroom to watch him. It might not be the pageantry and grand, beautiful, operatic spectacle of Rammstein, but I suspect it would be raw and utterly balls-out. And if I managed to carve a seam in the shifting wall of asses and elbows, I would not hesitate to leer.
Title: Die Sprache der Blinden 16b/?

Author: [livejournal.com profile] laguera25

Fandom: Rammstein

Rating FRM

Pairing: Richard Kruspe/OFC

Disclaimer: Richard Z. Kruspe is a real person, with family and friends who love him. I am not one of them. I do not know him. This is a work of complete fiction, and should be read as such. No defamation is intended. For entertainment only.


Part I Part IIa Part IIb Part III Part IVa Part IVb Part V Part VIa Part VIb Part VIIa Part VIIb Part VIII Part IX Part Xa Part Xb Part XIa Part XIb Part XIIa Part XIIb Part XIIIa Part XIIIb Part XIV Part XVa Part XVb Part XVIa


Die Sprache der Blinden, Part XVIb )
Title: Die Sprache der Blinden 16a/?

Author: [livejournal.com profile] laguera25

Fandom: Rammstein

Rating FRM

Pairing: Richard Kruspe/OFC

Disclaimer: Richard Z. Kruspe is a real person, with family and friends who love him. I am not one of them. I do not know him. This is a work of complete fiction, and should be read as such. No defamation is intended. For entertainment only.


Part I Part IIa Part IIb Part III Part IVa Part IVb Part V Part VIa Part VIb Part VIIa Part VIIb Part VIII Part IX Part Xa Part Xb Part XIa Part XIb Part XIIa Part XIIb Part XIIIa Part XIIIb Part XIV Part XVa Part XVb


Die Sprache der Blinden, Part XVIa )

Cont'd next entry
Title: Die Sprache der Blinden 15b/?

Author: [livejournal.com profile] laguera25

Fandom: Rammstein

Rating FRM

Pairing: Richard Kruspe/OFC

Disclaimer: Richard Z. Kruspe is a real person, with family and friends who love him. I am not one of them. I do not know him. This is a work of complete fiction, and should be read as such. No defamation is intended. For entertainment only.


Part I Part IIa Part IIb Part III Part IVa Part IVb Part V Part VIa Part VIb Part VIIa Part VIIb Part VIII Part IX Part Xa Part Xb Part XIa Part XIb Part XIIa Part XIIb Part XIIIa Part XIIIb Part XIV Part XVa



Die Sprache der Blinden, Part XVb )
Title: Die Sprache der Blinden 15a/?

Author: [livejournal.com profile] laguera25

Fandom: Rammstein

Rating FRM

Pairing: Richard Kruspe/OFC

Disclaimer: Richard Z. Kruspe is a real person, with family and friends who love him. I am not one of them. I do not know him. This is a work of complete fiction, and should be read as such. No defamation is intended. For entertainment only.


Part I Part IIa Part IIb Part III Part IVa Part IVb Part V Part VIa Part VIb Part VIIa Part VIIb Part VIII Part IX Part Xa Part Xb Part XIa Part XIb Part XIIa Part XIIb Part XIIIa Part XIIIb Part XIV


Die Sprache der Blinden, Part XVa )

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Title: Die Sprache der Blinden 14/?

Author: [livejournal.com profile] laguera25

Fandom: Rammstein

Rating FRM

Pairing: Richard Kruspe/OFC

Disclaimer: Richard Z. Kruspe is a real person, with family and friends who love him. I am not one of them. I do not know him. This is a work of complete fiction, and should be read as such. No defamation is intended. For entertainment only.


Part I Part IIa Part IIb Part III Part IVa Part IVb Part V Part VIa Part VIb Part VIIa Part VIIb Part VIII Part IX Part Xa Part Xb Part XIa Part XIb Part XIIa Part XIIb Part XIIIa Part XIIIb




Die Sprache der Blinden, Part XIV )
Title: Die Sprache der Blinden 13b/?

Author: [livejournal.com profile] laguera25

Fandom: Rammstein

Rating FRM

Pairing: Richard Kruspe/OFC

Disclaimer: Richard Z. Kruspe is a real person, with family and friends who love him. I am not one of them. I do not know him. This is a work of complete fiction, and should be read as such. No defamation is intended. For entertainment only.


Part I Part IIa Part IIb Part III Part IVa Part IVb Part V Part VIa Part VIb Part VIIa Part VIIb Part VIII Part IX Part Xa Part Xb Part XIa Part XIb Part XIIa Part XIIb Part XIIIa


Die Sprache der Blinden, Part XIIIb )
Title: Die Sprache der Blinden 13a/?

Author: [livejournal.com profile] laguera25

Fandom: Rammstein

Rating FRM

Pairing: Richard Kruspe/OFC

Disclaimer: Richard Z. Kruspe is a real person, with family and friends who love him. I am not one of them. I do not know him. This is a work of complete fiction, and should be read as such. No defamation is intended. For entertainment only.


Part I Part IIa Part IIb Part III Part IVa Part IVb Part V Part VIa Part VIb Part VIIa Part VIIb Part VIII Part IX Part Xa Part Xb Part XIa Part XIb Part XIIa Part XIIb


Die Sprache der Blinden, Part XIIIa )

Cont'd next entry
Title: Die Sprache der Blinden 12b/?

Author: [livejournal.com profile] laguera25

Fandom: Rammstein

Rating FRM

Pairing: Richard Kruspe/OFC

Disclaimer: Richard Z. Kruspe is a real person, with family and friends who love him. I am not one of them. I do not know him. This is a work of complete fiction, and should be read as such. No defamation is intended. For entertainment only.


Part I Part IIa Part IIb Part III Part IVa Part IVb Part V Part VIa Part VIb Part VIIa Part VIIb Part VIII Part IX Part Xa Part Xb Part XIa Part XIb Part XIIa


Die Sprache der Blinden, Part XIIb )
Title: Die Sprache der Blinden 12a/?

Author: [livejournal.com profile] laguera25

Fandom: Rammstein

Rating FRM

Pairing: Richard Kruspe/OFC

Disclaimer: Richard Z. Kruspe is a real person, with family and friends who love him. I am not one of them. I do not know him. This is a work of complete fiction, and should be read as such. No defamation is intended. For entertainment only.


Part I Part IIa Part IIb Part III Part IVa Part IVb Part V Part VIa Part VIb Part VIIa Part VIIb Part VIII Part IX Part Xa Part Xb Part XIa Part XIb


Die Sprache der Blinden, Part XIIa )

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Title: Die Sprache der Blinden 11b/?

Author: [livejournal.com profile] laguera25

Fandom: Rammstein

Rating FRAO for graphic sexual content

Pairing: Richard Kruspe/OFC

Disclaimer: Richard Z. Kruspe is a real person, with family and friends who love him. I am not one of them. I do not know him. This is a work of complete fiction, and should be read as such. No defamation is intended. For entertainment only.

A/N: This chapter contains graphic sexual content, more graphic than anything that I have previously written. If smut offends thee, or if RPF smut makes you uncomfortable, then now is the time to use your BACK button.

Part I Part IIa Part IIb Part III Part IVa Part IVb Part V Part VIa Part VIb Part VIIa Part VIIb Part VIII Part IX Part Xa Part Xb Part XIa


Die Sprache der Blinden, Part XIb )
Title: Die Sprache der Blinden 11a/?

Author: [livejournal.com profile] laguera25

Fandom: Rammstein

Rating FRAO for graphic sexual content

Pairing: Richard Kruspe/OFC

Disclaimer: Richard Z. Kruspe is a real person, with family and friends who love him. I am not one of them. I do not know him. This is a work of complete fiction, and should be read as such. No defamation is intended. For entertainment only.

A/N: This chapter contains graphic sexual content, more graphic than anything that I have previously written. If smut offends thee, or if RPF smut makes you uncomfortable, then now is the time to use your BACK button.

Part I Part IIa Part IIb Part III Part IVa Part IVb Part V Part VIa Part VIb Part VIIa Part VIIb Part VIII Part IX Part Xa Part Xb



Die Sprache der Blinden, Part XIa )

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Title: Die Sprache der Blinden 10b/?

Author: [livejournal.com profile] laguera25

Fandom: Rammstein

Rating FRM

Pairing: Richard Kruspe/OFC

Disclaimer: Richard Z. Kruspe is a real person, with family and friends who love him. I am not one of them. I do not know him. This is a work of complete fiction, and should be read as such. No defamation is intended. For entertainment only.

Part I Part IIa Part IIb Part III Part IVa Part IVb Part V Part VIa Part VIb Part VIIa Part VIIb Part VIII Part IX Part Xa


Die Sprache der Blinden, Part Xb )
Title: Die Sprache der Blinden 10a/?

Author: [livejournal.com profile] laguera25

Fandom: Rammstein

Rating FRM

Pairing: Richard Kruspe/OFC

Disclaimer: Richard Z. Kruspe is a real person, with family and friends who love him. I am not one of them. I do not know him. This is a work of complete fiction, and should be read as such. No defamation is intended. For entertainment only.

Part I Part IIa Part IIb Part III Part IVa Part IVb Part V Part VIa Part VIb Part VIIa Part VIIb Part VIII Part IX


Die Sprache der Blinden, Part Xa )

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Title: Die Sprache der Blinden 9/?(Version I)

Author: [livejournal.com profile] laguera25

Fandom: Rammstein

Rating FRM

Pairing: Richard Kruspe/OFC

Disclaimer: Richard Z. Kruspe is a real person, with family and friends who love him. I am not one of them. I do not know him. This is a work of complete fiction, and should be read as such. No defamation is intended. For entertainment only.

Part I Part IIa Part IIb Part III Part IVa Part IVb Part V Part VIa Part VIb Part VIIa Part VIIb Part VIII

A/N: This chapter contains references to child and spousal abuse. If you might be triggered by frank discussions and depictions thereof, then DO NOT READ.


Die Sprache der Blinden, Part IX )
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